Date: 12.8.13
If I knew no better I'd believe in curses,
The way they just leave at my very presence.
If I knew no better I'd think I was dead.
The fact, the truth in all the times that I'm shunned.
If I knew no better, I'd say I'm alien,
No one knows, thinks, or cares when I am in pain.
If I knew no better, I'd believe I'm trash.
My existence unknown, my struggles, ignored.
If I knew no better, I'd think I'm worthless.
All I am, and all I can be, diminished.
If I knew no better, I'd say I'm selfish.
Attention, it's what I lack, what I don't get.
If I knew no better, I'd say I'm ugly.
The looks, the stares, all the everlasting glares.
If I knew no better, I would be hopeless.
Helpless, beyond the grasp of ever being.
If I knew no better, I would just be screwed.
But I know better, so maybe I'm askewed.